Its been quite some time since I came to update stuff. Guess it gets kind of easy to develop into a lazy habit over time... Haha, and its amusing to see people getting annoyed at having no idea what i'm up to. Ok, enough of sadistic and unuseful ramblings..

During the 2 mths back in NS, there's no such thing as internet access at the work place. After work, its back to meeting friends and such, hence the priorities are all given to all these things. The motivation to blog seem to come when there's time & not much urgent things to do. Or is it the pains of certain things that made me run away?

Hence after Ns ended. I entered into a mode of reflection to repair much of the stuff that was eating away in my mind. It included sleeping for many hours. Eat sleep, eat sleep is all I did for a weekend. Surprisingly, regenerative sleeping takes up so much energy..

Then the next step was to organize my life and environment. Includes cleaning and scrubbing all my room furnitures and barang, clearing thousands of emails..., cleaning car, settling all those minor minor things which didn't seem so minor when put together..., creating database of friends etc. And getting a new clothings... expensive work.

The physical organization was pretty much done last week. Now leaves the brain and heart that needs some organization. Afterall, the life of a working adult requires many skills and emotional mastery to excel.

These 2 weeks would be dedicated to such stuff. When I am finished with sorting things to a higher level. An improved me would be out to do great things in this world. Plan more and less action, or more action and less planning? Whichever works best is what we all seek. I wonder if impatience is a factor.